If You Need Me…

I feel the same

Thoughts From My Mind

I want to be someone’s escape.

I want their hand to hold and heart to love.

Forever.

I want to be an inspiration.

Through my words.

Through my actions.

But as I sit in my room and type

Behind these big white walls.

I wait for someone to need me.

Still, I am accompanied with silence

Even as the music plays.

Still, I type.

I type to a world that knows me not.

But I have hope.

I have hope that someday someone will need me.

And i’ll be here waiting.

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struggling with love…..my desires…

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