Crying….

Hi, tonight writting after a long time….as today…my tears are beyond my control…..i heard the news of my love getting married….its heart breaking….i dont know how to react….its as if….history is repeating itself….i am over once again….everything is ruined today….feeling depressed….wanna hug someone…as logically hugging someone for 20 seconds releases antidepressant….so…wow i m giving excuses….far away from my home..but my friends tried a lot to cheer me up….by singing stupid songs….doing stupid things but nothing worked….finally they slept….i m crying but have to accept the truth of my life….he told me everything….what he was expecting from me….i dont know….i am feeling helpless….i just said him congo for your marriage….and i just need to control my feelings….i end up by saying these mere words….but i wanna say you am…i love you a lot….please dont go….i will be all alone without you…you made me ubderstand what love is….when i lost all my trust from love….today you are leaving me all alone….i dont wanna loose you…i beg of you….dont go….dont do this to me….no one can ever love you like this…i show myself very strong and unbreakable in front of the world but i am broken from inside without you….please….try to understand my unsaid words and come back and just hug me i wanna melt in your arms…..

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