Love of my life….

Heard a lot….that love never happen twice…but after meeting him…my opinion changed….i have set my mind that no love ….after break up in my first relation….but no one can control their heart….so let me tell you people about my…..boyfriend…no not exactly….as we are not in any official relation but i love him….my friends take me wrong….and perhaps neither i can ever describe this relation nor world will understand what we have….ok AM.. he is a very helpful guy….always ready to help his friends…a responsible guy…an active person…if i need him even at midnight he will be there for me….he is extra caring….he is too cute….he is my prince charming….he dont like reading much so i think he will never go through this…but he always encourages me to follow my passion of writting …as i want to do this….when he passes by my side along with his friends in college….i forget my words….when he hold my hands in his….it feels that no one can harm me ever…no one can ever separate me…from him….i am just madly in love with him….but i am not falling for him rather i am raising in love….he is my strength….he is my inspiration….he is my life..
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..hope that one day he will understand what he meant for me….guys here i wanna tell you….first love is true till the time you didnot get your second love….first love breaks your heart….and second love fix your heart and love us….if you are hurt in love then dare to love again….by my experience i assure you guys….try it….meeting him was an accident….being friends was chance nd being in love with you is my fate…..my love….i can never explain….to anyone….but can i ever hide things from myself???there are many questions….why i love him???and for how long???i dont have any expectation from him or do i have???everyone except few says i must leave….it would hurt me one day badly….and he too thinks the same way….that he will hurt me….but he is the one who fixed my heart and he can never hurt me….i cant explain…i am happy with him…i love caring for him….i love to find him around….all that i can explain or say is that i love you AM….hope that its sufficient….this is a message to those who have some bad experiences from their past relations….dont be sad….someone somewhere is waiting for you….

Confusion…..

Goodmorning…..guys what do you think ? How much marriage is relavent with love??if two person love each other…then is it necessary to marry??what is marriage???what for marriage??in india after certain age parents start saying “get married soon, now you are stable” parents say this because of two reasons one they care about us…that who will take care of us after them…and srcondly somewhere they fear that what society will say…but what if i am happy without anyone …even is it possible to be happy alone???i have asked these questions to myself many a times..today marriage knot is even not a guarantee for being together…so what if even he leave me after marriage…and its universal that one day either he or me have to face death….so again alone….then perhaps….i am already hurt so i cant bear any more pain so its better to be alone with some sweet memories…..please answer my questions….

Reason why i am here???

Let me share something with you all my friends….yupe its strange today..I am in such a sitution that i cant share my situation my pain agony tears with my friends or anyone close to me…..haha close…actually no one understand me….i am habituated to diary writting.but usually nobody read it ever….but writting over it i feel relief as if i have shared with someone….and that someone is having time for me but actually i dont have anyone….in this busy world nobody cares about my feelings…so finally i thought to share my condition with some stranger out there….i was going through some blogs about love….and tears rolled over my cheak..yupe same story everywhere….i really wanna know why i cant be with the guy whom i love….parents put there if any from india or someone who thinks intercaste marriage is wrong…then what if i am ready to adapt any situation for my love….the saddest part is that my love himself never understood me….he cares for me that i know well…till today i am trying hard to make him understand….but its hard at my part now..i am getting weaker now…why he even dont understand me…that how badly i need him….i wanna hug him and cry a lot wanna tell him he is my world….but people say everything happens with a good reason but whats the good reason here….if there is any then why i met him…why i fall for him…..why someone get so close to us..then its because of our situation we have to get separated….i am craving for him….i am writting because i need him by my side to listen to me…but he is not here….i really wanna say you..i love you….perhaps he will never read this…its useless….i am waiting for his text….he is busy in setting his business…he told he dont want any relation right now….but he feels for me but he dont want to hurt me ever….what should i do now???its next to impossible for me to leave now….i love to be with him….i love the way he handles me….he is possessive…but what exactly i mean to him ….am i a burden in his life….should i leave….because he perhaps dont want me in his life or am i getting selfish only thinking about a mere tag of relationship….i am just thinking about myslf…that what if my friends ask me who is he ?? Then what to say?? I am too much confused….my mind says to leave but my heart says he is your love and his happiness must be your priority….so what should i do?????perhaps today he will not even text me…because i have tried to talk about our relation today…perhaps he is upset….i dont know…i never wanna force him for anything….in a bond two person are responsible for things…so its better we must talk….but what if i am hurting my love….things are not working….how to handle this???his one caring word melt my heart….finally he text me….he is a solution to all my problem…he is d reason for my happiness…if i feel so strngly for him….dont he feel a bit for me!!!!

Love….

Do u know what love is????aaaannn lets sketch some ideas about it….today…among us…we teen while talking about love adds few words like time pass,use nd throw,obsession,lust,infatuation….today break ups are as common as patch ups….at each nd evry seconds…break ups nd patch ups r going on at some part of d world….nd few of us accuse love for this….my boyfriend left me so i hate love….she betrayed me so i dont trst love….but guyss love never hurts….choosing wrong person hurts….thn why to blame love….love is a feeling tats unconditional unbeatable….in true love thre is no break up. Have u ever heard about breaking up wid ur parents….yupe i knw it seems a joke for u ppl lykwise those who says i loved a guy bt we broke up…tats d biggest joke….relations never break…it may happen we get separated bt true love never fades…..today we r so bsy that we hardly cares about love….for some love is money,for some love is sex….some thinks look is importnt for loving someone….bt look,money everythng fades bt love never….citing an example an old lady suffering from alzheimer….she was admitted in hospital…she merely remember her husband but her husband daily comes to hospital nd thy took their dinner nd lunch togethr….nd when doctor asked them y do u do this when ur wyf dont evn recognise u??at this that old man answered i still love her nd i know she is my better half….so hw culd i ignore….thats something called true love….a person being bsy when listens to ur prob, cares for u…scared to loose u….tats d prsn who is in love wid u….guys…is there anyone who can say something about love…evryone have fallen for someone sometimes….though their stories are incomplete but love knocked everyone’s door once…so wats ur story????does marriages essential to prove ur love??image

Tats someone who loves u truely….does such love exist???

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